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Since I've joined deviantart, I have realized that having an account means that you show your artwork. Not good.
I have been told by many people that I am good at drawing, (Thank you to all who have said that, I really appreciate the ethusiasim!) but I just can't seem to draw anything that I like and actually load it up to DA. Most of my drawing's that I have shown to people are looked upon as "A Work of Art" honestly, I think I have heard that phrase over a hundred times. Over the past few days, I have drawn numerous pictures, and I still can't find one that looks good in my eyes. I think I'm turning into a perfectionist, and I hate it. My parents have been telling me to do something over the summer that involves brain function and dosen't have to do with a computer. Of course, I counter back saying that I have been practicing on my drawing. And then the horrible question is drooped like a bomb on me, "Where are your drawings?" I get away saying that the picture had a smudge from my hand while sketching it out with a pencil, or that I started painting with water color and the water bowl dropped over the paper and ruined the whole drawing. Things like that - excuses. I feel stuck.
Sorry for acting so pessimistic, but it's really been getting to me over the past two weeks.
Has anyone else gone through this?
It's not that I think my drawings are too good, (for anyone who thinks this while reading this journal entry, you are gravely wrong) it's just that I think they are bad. It's as simple as that. What startes out a great idea in my mind, and then get's turned into a drawing are complete opposites. My drawings never turn out like they imagined it, or halfway throught the drawing I loose inpiration. Then comes the garbage or the shredder. Why do you think I only have 4 pictures in my gallery? They were the only ones who survived my criticism. Well, and a few other's that my mother found and demanded that they would not be put in a landfill.
Ehh I think this entry is just gonna weigh people down. (I just re-read this)
On a happier note, I think I am going to have nightmares tonight after watching The Terminator and Aliens.
Jenna- if I come running to you tomorrow about some crazy dream where we all die, blame TV.
I have been told by many people that I am good at drawing, (Thank you to all who have said that, I really appreciate the ethusiasim!) but I just can't seem to draw anything that I like and actually load it up to DA. Most of my drawing's that I have shown to people are looked upon as "A Work of Art" honestly, I think I have heard that phrase over a hundred times. Over the past few days, I have drawn numerous pictures, and I still can't find one that looks good in my eyes. I think I'm turning into a perfectionist, and I hate it. My parents have been telling me to do something over the summer that involves brain function and dosen't have to do with a computer. Of course, I counter back saying that I have been practicing on my drawing. And then the horrible question is drooped like a bomb on me, "Where are your drawings?" I get away saying that the picture had a smudge from my hand while sketching it out with a pencil, or that I started painting with water color and the water bowl dropped over the paper and ruined the whole drawing. Things like that - excuses. I feel stuck.
Sorry for acting so pessimistic, but it's really been getting to me over the past two weeks.
Has anyone else gone through this?
It's not that I think my drawings are too good, (for anyone who thinks this while reading this journal entry, you are gravely wrong) it's just that I think they are bad. It's as simple as that. What startes out a great idea in my mind, and then get's turned into a drawing are complete opposites. My drawings never turn out like they imagined it, or halfway throught the drawing I loose inpiration. Then comes the garbage or the shredder. Why do you think I only have 4 pictures in my gallery? They were the only ones who survived my criticism. Well, and a few other's that my mother found and demanded that they would not be put in a landfill.
Ehh I think this entry is just gonna weigh people down. (I just re-read this)
On a happier note, I think I am going to have nightmares tonight after watching The Terminator and Aliens.
Jenna- if I come running to you tomorrow about some crazy dream where we all die, blame TV.
Digital Art
I'm taking a liking to digital or computer made art. It's fun to do and I am taking tutorial on it. If anyone has any ideas on what I should do or work with, comment plz! Other than that, I HAD NO SCHOOL TODAY! MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I found a monologue!
Okay, I have an audition tomorrow for a play and i needed a monologue. Here it is!
"I hate my feet, they're HUGE!!! You know, my fat feet are bigger than my mom's and I'm in seventh grade. One time our math teacher made us take off our shoes.and the girl next to me had feet that were smaller than my hand, seriously, she wore a six.
I wish i wore a size six, but no, I'm the one that wears a size nine an a half wide! But at least my feet aren't as big as my brother's. He's 14 and WEARS a 14. It seems like all the kids in my have family have big feet and big heads. Life sucks."
It's ironic because i have small feet. :)
Tumblr, All Over Again...
Awhile back I had a tumblr account, but lost it. Now I am trying to create another account to post my art online. I. Am. Going. To. Die! I am horrible with technology! I just found out how to customize me blog, now I have to give it a name. And I just failed at making a username - again. They updated the site, some things are different... And I want to ask, does anyone have a twitter account? I don't and I want to know why people have one. Is it just to have it? Or do you actually use it for something? Anyway, I have just learned that blogs are hard to make any that I don't get the internet.
Journal Stacks
I am overloaded with journal entrys in my mail!
Jjiorfhlksdhfoheocjksaihf- I am sorry guys, but how many journal entrys can you guys make?!?! I can barely think of what to write in this one! (I'm serious- the only reason why I'm making this entry is because my previous one is way emo and its kinda pessemistic)
So yeah- people of the world, STOP WRITING JOURNAL ENTRYS. I need to catch up!
-_____- ... I need to read 22 more entrys to finish...
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Dear Lauren,
Stop being emo. Pretty much every single person in the WORLD has said that about something at some point.
From Jenna.
Stop being emo. Pretty much every single person in the WORLD has said that about something at some point.
From Jenna.